It has been a while since my last log in. A lot changed in this period and is still changing. I finally decided to change my life for the better, and follow my calling, no matter what. This is why many changes are expected on this web site as well. I have nothing to loose. Actually I have a lot to lose if I do not go all in..
During this months my perception opened more and more to new unexplored levels. Even my consciousness expanded, and if I look back I can clearly see and recognize that I am not the same person I was a few months ago. One year ago... that was a completely different being!
My psychic perceptions also are more attuned to the Universe and Higher realms. It happens often now, that I receive messages and guidance from the Archangels, especially during meditation. I don't even call them, like I used to do, they arrive and they inform me of what I have to know. Also, and I am very happy for this, I found out that I have great healing abilities. My intuition is a tool that is now more accurate than ever. From this kind of things, we can see that the ascension process is real and it is happening. I AM changing my reality by changing myself. I AM bringing in my vessel my Higher Energy, in other words I AM more and more aware of who I really AM. What really is making me jump from believing to knowing, are the changes I am experiencing on myself, especially at a consciousness level. That really amazes me, and, at the same time, is a bit scary. Indeed I do not perceive separation, as I used to, between me and my Higher Self. I love to have conversations with Him. Even channeling is becoming easier, and I am more confident about it. That is why, beings asked me to spread their channeled messages. This is one of the new things I will gift you all. Usually I channel Archangel Michael, because I am very close to his energy, but now I will channel even beings form the Pleiades.
I can set boundaries between me and others, now I can say NO, and this is really a milestone for me. I am still dealing with me being an emotional sponge for others, which is not good because I do not want to experience other people crap, but I will figure it out 100%. Now I know that I can not allow people to abuse me, to use me, who is welcome in my life and field and who is not. I repeat it; this is not still healed 100% but it is truly a milestone for me.
My perception of time and space is changing as well, and concepts as time have little or no sense now. Sometimes I go like "where am I?" "What planet is this?!" The mind is sometimes, a trap, a cage, it sees limitations and separation everywhere. I have found this mantra that really helps me to get the bigger picture, and it doesn't put my in the borders of my city, country etc. The mantra is: "I AM on planet Earth." This really helps my perception, my mind to open, and see more. I feel my third eye expand and open when I say this. In other words it helps me realize that there is nowhere I can not go.
As I move forward, I can see that the Universe is truly conspiring in my favor, indeed I am connecting with amazing people that share my vision. I am really grateful for this and I have to say that I shouldn't give them for granted as I do. The 3D mind is leaving, and for this reason I have experienced a period were it screamed a lot: thoughts after thoughts, useless repetitive thoughts. Even anxiety and stress. But, it is the ascension process, so I am learning how to go through this kind of things. I had an extremely dark period, were a lot of unhealed wounds began to bleed and bleed. I felt lost, hopeless and powerless, sad all the time. I didn't see the point of being here. I almost didn't want to live. You know, that kind of feelings you have when everything is falling apart
-because the Universe wants you to make space for the new- and because you experience the "spiritual suffering", that delusional feeling that arises when you are seeking for yourself. Maybe because you are disappointed by your own greatness, since you were comfortable being a "poor little me."
But now it seems that I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Debts have been payed, and I really feel better. Not hopeless anymore. Something in me says I CAN DO IT, the warrior energy, you know. Even if I still feel a bit unconfortable with it. I want to change things for the better. I know I have a lot to heal and deal with, but things are improving. Now I am gathering the tools, healing myself and really want to go to the next level, step by step. I find peace in nature, and go around singing and dancing all the time. I really do. And I love it. That truly comes from spirit, since I have never been good at dancing or singing. Spiritual gifts! When I go around I always think, hey I am here to bring the good vibez, and so I sing, since I love it -now that I am good at it! People in the streets simile at me and they even think I am a bit crazy, which is ok. A few months ago I was singing, on my way back home. I met someone that lives in my condominium. I have NEVER see her smiling in my whole life. As I walk on the alleyway, I greet her. She then turns around because I was singing really out loud -and well- and she explodes in a laugh! Now that was surprising! I felt my heart filling with joy and gratitude for that moment and I thought "that is why I am here!"
Now that I have to go totally out of my comfort zone fear and doubts are arising.. "what if..." "what if..." But, somehow, I know in my heart what the truth is. I think I have to follow that, since now I know that I am here to be me, to be happy and to show others how to navigate the currents of Ascension. Stay tuned!
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